I met this new boy, and he makes me feel different.

This past weekend i went to the Rev Conference and it was so exsiting.
Billy was so cool, and he really put things into prespective for me, and Jude, oh man Jude. He was so intence that i was afraid that he was going to loose oxygen in his brain from yelling so much.

All the sessions were really great, but the one that really helped be was where Billy was telling us to trust God in all of our disitions, such as what we will do in our life career wise and who we will marry.
That really spoke to me, and i learned that i should really just trust god more, and in trusting God, i also need to trust in myself and my faith.

Justin Reimer is also helping me presue my dreams.
God has been pulling me towards writing a story, and i had a original plan for a Vampire story about a girl who has to struggle with her emotions ans learn to let her gaurd down for other people to come inside, but after praying to God, asking him to lead me in the right direction i got the idea to do a story about a Immortal Girl who is struggling between what seems to be reality and her faith in God.

I've asked Justin for some scriptures from the bible, and he refered John 3 to me. I read the entire Chapter and I came across the part in which Jesus is telling Nicodeums that he must have faith in what he tells him because he is Jesus and he tells the truth.

Anyways, so Jesus is saying that the ones of evil doing do not come out into the light for fear of exsposing their evil deeds. I thought about it, and i figure thats why Vampires don't come out during the day.
The don't come out into the light becaue all of the people they've killed, and all the blood they've drank, that they fear God's rath. Saitin fears god, and he wont face up to them, and Vampires, seemingly the Devil's flesh and blood on earth should also fear god, and his holy light.

I was also playing with the idea of Immortality, and i came across 1 Timothy (3:16 i belive, although i could be wrong) where it is started that god is immortal and the only one that can be such. I confered with Justin and he exsplained Immortality to me in the bible's sence.

Immortality of the flesh and blood is not possible, that is evident because of the shear fact that everyone's bodies die, however, the immortality of the soul is possible.

However, Vampires (fictional characters by-the-by) are immortal in the flesh and blood, and have no soul because they are eternally damned, however Scarlett (the character in my story) still believes in God and the Lord Jesus Christ. She tries to stay as holy as possible, and in this day and age she does not kill.
During the Day she has visions of bigger things, things that god wants her to do. God wants her to travel a different path taken and find Ray, because she needs to change his life. Ray, and Vampire who still thinks that he is eternally damned, and there for God could not possibly exsist, is her new project, and she must convince him of God's truths, in order to realease his soul and set him free.

Don't shrink back. (Vampires desintigarte in the light because they are shrinking away from God, and they dare to step into the holy Light. Scarlett can by the end because of her faith in god) (God walks on water; faith in god and ones self)

wow, i just came up with a lot of that on the apot, and i must say, i am rather exsited about this project now.

Wow, okay.
A writer must have her sleep, for school beconds tomorrow.
Nighty-night my lovelys.

XOSarah